January Lucid Dreams During 2015
Here is a sketch I made based on last nights experience. I don’t really know how to clearly define what these events are, they happen when I sleep so they must be a type of dream where I end up somewhere deep in my subconscious.
I have realised I may be encountering my shadow side. I was not sure how it would present itself, but the combination of dense dark landscapes, intense and sometimes painful vibrations, screams, chants, voices, unfriendly characters and general madness have all been present. I have started to face this more and more and it has been really interesting…I just need to some source of outside info to help me put all this into some kind of perspective.
Anyways here was last nights event:
The first few experiences were pretty intense and mostly dark so they didn’t lead to much. However the final event was very nice. A beautiful, soft voiced, almost angelic woman started playing me a song once I answered her call from my phone. She took me deeper into darkness, I was slowly drifting downwards, I could hear voices. I started to see glass like coloured objects that were layered in interesting ways. I could see my hands in front of me and when I put them together in a prayer pose they would create a flash of blue. As if they were creating a spark. I felt intense magnetism and vibrations when I did this. I started to hear shamanic like drumming and just kept floating along in a meditative pose.
12th January 2015
I had a crazy dream/astral experience last night. It felt like I was going out of body as usual but instead or rising upwards or being projected to somewhere I twisted my dream body to face my waking body. This then activated a strange suction, I was being hurtled through a black abyss, I could feel the wind. I eventually end up in the depths of nowhere, all I could do is feel the vibrations interacting with my thoughts and dream body. I no longer fight these experiences, I am not afraid to face what feels like death…all pain and fear melt with acceptance.
I was then in a bedroom in the astral/dream world…and god damn I was so lucid it was ridiculous. I walked around the room and looked out the window to look at the sky. I could hear a party going on so I left the bedroom to try and find it but instead came across someone, we introduced ourselves and started talking…the audio was so clear and the dream time was so focused, I could literately count each
second without the dream warping or distorting. It was a peculiar episode.
13th January 2015
I ended up sleeping right through until the morning for once, I had a very satisfying lucid dream in the morning as well. I was on a cliff side with my family, we were watching people working. They were digging at the cliff, turning fish into silver powder. I could hear the conversations, and how some workers were improving the system. It got to a point where my family were asking what shall we do, I said I am enjoying just watching these people work.
Then my family turned on me and said yeah I bet you are watching other people work while you just sit there, this felt like a personal jab at me so I started arguing saying they have no idea how much I work and that I just need to rest.
This anger then triggered complete lucidity, and I thought I would show them what I meant, I started to fly away as fast as I could.
I was flexing my lucid dreaming skills to their disbelief, I was flying as fast and as far as I could…which is normally hard because the mind has to render the information fast enough otherwise the dream becomes unstable. But here I was flying for miles at a crazy speed, feeling the sensation of the wind, warmth of the sun, sounds of the sea. I just had an overwhelming sense of achievement…I wish I could go back.
31st January 2015
The doors of perception
This is a sketch piece based on a dream experience I just had. I started to fly through doors that were decorated with geometry the door handles were made from eyes. I ended up facing a singular eye which started looking in all directions.
I heard a deep voice saying “We needed to see if you could handle it”
At that point I realised my body was completely paralysed, but in a way that I have never felt before.