Last night I had intense & seemingly endless successions of lucid hallucinations, hypnagogia and OBE’s
For once I did not fight them to break myself from their trances. I listened to the voices in my head and although they can be startling and scary, I just let go and let them develop. One man was reading a poem I have never heard, something about keeping abused keeps him amused. I felt the psychical sensation of other people around me, resting their head against mine, pulling me away and launching me into the unknown. At one point a woman was telling me she loved me and to love myself while floating down an unknown tube.
After each phase I felt like my mind body and spirit was being charged with electric. It got the point where even when fully awake I just felt weightless, vacant but with one.
And today I feel very down, maybe a pendulum effect, swinging from the intense ‘highs’ and now I am swinging back down to a low . Still an interesting thing to experience.