Okay last night I had the most psychologically disturbing and terrifying dream I have ever had and to be honest I would rather have a dream of me having my eyeballs cut out as a recurring dream rather than experience this again.
I’m not going to describe it here but when I woke up I was shaking and close to tears.
I was afraid to go back to sleep but I am so glad I did because I had some of the best strongest lucid dreams.
The first lucid dream was just me running on grass with a football/soccer ball and me realising that I am lucid, I remembered a trick that I have read in my latest book I’m reading, it says to spin around in your dream to make the dream clearer, and last longer. So I did this and then had an amazing view of the field.
The next lucid dream was again me kicking a football/soccer ball, but this time inside a wooden cabin, I again started to spin in the dream to clearly see the room.
I then had another terrifying dream, but I’m sure it then triggered the most amazing lucid dream I have ever had.
I dreamt i was in a family, I had a brother and a dad who were very abusive and would attack me one moment, then be very nice to me. I realised that I was actually in my old house and knew that I had to get out of there, I walked up the stairs and into my old room.
I began to spin to see everything clearer, the room was glowing neon blues and greens, the window was open and it looked like the early morning. Ive never properly flown in my dreams before, but apparently it’s a common thing for lucid dreamers to do. So I decided I wanted to fly, I ran towards my window, and passed through the window like a ghost, I felt like a bird who was taking its first flight, at first I was dipping and diving by accident, but then
I imagined myself lying flat and flapping my arms. Amazingly it worked and for a few minutes I had the most exhilarating feeling of being free.
I could hear and see the seagulls on the morning grass making noises, each of them looking at me as I flew past. The further away I got from my house area, the more different the scenery became.
Then suddenly there were weird structures and I could see galaxies in the sky. It was weird because after a few minutes I actually began to feel physically tired of flying.
I was arriving at the foot of a huge glass building which had odd characters walking in and out of the building. I stood at the doors of the glass building and just looked at my reflection in the glass. I was in complete awe and felt at peace, I said I need to wake up and record this dream, so I slowly woke up and did.